Emotional duality

I: A scientist is someone who endlessly studies the facts, the "why" and "how".

II: An artist is someone who translates their world for others to experience.

III: Both often experience infinite curiosity.

IV: Sometimes one is both a scientist and an artist.

V: Forever searching out the "why"s, and blending their mind to create something others will understand.

VI: Most just want to be seen and understood, as this artist does.

VII: Enter the world and mind of a transmasc nonhuman living in a human body.

VIII: Please understand that all found herein is subject to interpretation.

IX: May your world be the richer for peering through these strange and intense glasses.

I feel constantly in limbo:

missing people a lot

but without the energy

to interact with anyone,

Angry at everything

but accepting that this

is how it is for now.

Lazy and manic:

wanna do everything,

go dancing and create,

push my body’s limits.

wanna watch Netflix

from my head’s perch…

the sleep-smelling pillow.

I miss people and noise

I never thought I’d say that

But I do

A Flittering Flame