Welcome, mortal

I: A scientist is someone who endlessly studies the facts, the "why" and "how".
II: An artist is someone who translates their world for others to experience.
III: Both often experience infinite curiosity.
IV: Sometimes one is both a scientist and an artist.
V: Forever searching out the "why"s, and blending their mind to create something others will understand.
VI: Most just want to be seen and understood, as this artist does.
VII: Enter the world and mind of a transmasc nonhuman living in a human body.
VIII: Please understand that all found herein is subject to interpretation.
IX: May your world be the richer for peering through these strange and intense glasses.

Reaching for light

Stuck here in the dark night
grasping at each blinking light,
we reach toward the fireflies,
praying that they are a door
opening… opening to the day.
A way out of this cloud of lies,
a blinding place of heavy air,
we long for those infinite, sweet,
light, spring, breezes of may.
That place where trees bloom,
filling the the air, fragrant and fair.
Covered in a darkening sheet
of heavy, stifling, scary unreality,
suffocating us in blackness,
we feel like we’re drowning
sinking in some sea of gloom.
Hoping well find the latchkey,
to open that door to gladness,
that place where smiles mingle,
laughing when we’re clowning.
We dream in darkness, this night
reaching for a blinking firefly’s light.
Crying in desperation for relief,
crying to be able to freely breath.
We run after each tiny hope,
like a bunch of little children grasping
at bright glittery lights,  desperately,
as if our lives depend on them.
Maybe they do, it’s a way to cope,
a way to find all our lost laughing.
Believing all those fireflies are like
some far off sparkling diadem.
So tirelessly up this endless hill,
tirelessly, we climbing higher hike.
Until we find the shining door,
that we heard just might exist
in some ancient passed-down lore.

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